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5/25/10 03:44 pm - Yeah its been a while

So its been a while since I posted.  Hell, its been a while since I've done anything.  I'm off work for two weeks!  Glee is tonight and beach later this week.  I couldn't ask for anything better.  Ok..off to get things ready for dinner.

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11/2/06 10:40 am - If there was ever any doubt...

What American accent do you have?
Your Result: The South

That's a Southern accent you've got there. You may love it, you may hate it, you may swear you don't have it, but whatever the case, we can hear it.

The Midland
The West
North Central
The Inland North
Philadelphia
Boston
The Northeast
What American accent do you have?
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10/19/06 11:20 pm

sweetiesun's Halloween party:

_trueblue_ dressed as the Governor of Maine.
ab_dimples_03 dressed as the Legal Power Ranger.
ace1322 dressed as something modern, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
akychas_torch dressed as a fork.
beaudeity dressed as a safety for the Jets.
betaraybill dressed as a skunk.
bettrthnchocol8 dressed as a Level 5 sorcerer.
bigapplebabe dressed as the equator.
blacksaxes dressed as Martin Sheen.
bleeding_heart dressed as Mr. Sulu from "Star Trek".
broken_chalice dressed as a delivery.
confrused dressed as Jerry Bruckheimer.
dixibug13 dressed as Trent Reznor.
dweezie dressed as Nicole Kidman.
echo3347 dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Snotty Hamsterhead".
emeraldmystique dressed as Kelly Hu's father.
exit236 dressed as a porcelain effort.
fleetingasfall didn't dress up, spoilsport.
girlunknowable dressed as a character from "Double Indemnity".
gsuflagirl86 dressed as a bottle of Certfluuline.
highly_flamable dressed as a third baseman for the A's.
hmg8zat dressed as Ozzy Osbourne.
impious_marquis dressed as Will Smith riding a cow.
inflictedangel dressed as a third baseman for the Twins.
irishbrowneyes dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
jacksonswims dressed as a cigarette, though it looked more like John F. Kennedy.
jeezette dressed as Claudia Schiffer.
jessilynne81 dressed as a bear.
jjdramamama dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Hound of Newark.
kindred_embrace dressed as Jennifer Lopez.
kissesfromfairy dressed as a goblin.
kutiz26 dressed as your cousin.
ladydion dressed as the love child of Dan Quayle and Janet Reno.
luckyleprechaun dressed as a assistant sheet spreader.
meggygurl dressed as a intrusion.
morrisseydork dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Skipper Pizzabutt".
mystikalhippie dressed as a 1990's grunge child.
nightlightning dressed as a Level 10 wizard.
not_chameleon dressed as a sea skeleton.
nymamma dressed as Tipper Gore.
o_ryan dressed as a character from "Metropolis".
punicorn10 dressed as a new superhero: Thunder -wave.
rainbowsurprise dressed as a welcome skeleton.
rebirthbyfire dressed as Herbert Hoover.
scotthnga15 dressed as a sympathetic eyelash.
silkestwin dressed as a chicken.
stolendream gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as a vampire.
subtlenicities dressed as Squidward.
swaylux dressed as the King of Solomon Islands.
taito_yamachi dressed as Optimus Prime.
tattnallchic86 dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Unlucky Leader.
temperedreason dressed as a zombie.
thriftshopcandy dressed as Optimus Prime, though it looked more like a interrim bastard operator from hell.
tinkerbell_81 dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Becky, and it suited them disturbingly well.
tokenbutch423 dressed as the Duke of Oakdale.
turtlefetiche dressed as Jimmie Carter.
whimseywisp dressed as the Lord of Avanphex.
whytelotus dressed as Karl Rove.
with_wild_eyes dressed as a Ikon Office Solutions employee.
xloveandsqualor dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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10/13/06 02:37 pm - Poem....

Ok, I know I haven't posted anything really meaningful lately, but bear with me. The things I feel are meaningful do not make suck good reading...I don't think those of u who do read would like to see a long discussion of the pronuncation of laborious....

However, I ran across this poem that I wrote a while back and thought I would share...



Frustration

I tell you what I want, what I need;
Yet, thre is no change in your actions,
not even a fraction.

I've had hope for so long.
I used to hear the story of us in almost every song.
Now, after everything we have put each other through,
You would think that we would know what to do.

You see there is a difference between you and I.
I listen and change my actions, you listen but you body language says "eat shit and die."
I'm just tired of this constant game.
I've never chased this hard, sacrificed as much, nor been hust as bad as I have with this dame.

So why do I continue to subject myself to this?
My brain is telling me I'm stupid and should be pissed.
My heart won't let go.
Whenever I think I can turn away, my heart screams, "NO!"

What should I do?
Stay in my shell and stew?
Go out and try again?
Is there any way to make it end?

I've taken both routes:
I listened to my head and made the wrong decision.
I listened to my heart and have had it broken and scattered to every corner of the earth.
The one thing that has been constant with both is continuous doubt.

Is this right?
When should I give up the fight?
Is there any closure in sight?
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6/12/06 03:41 pm

Payments
By: Megan Lowery

I have baggage, quite a few.
It's not huge, but it's one or two.
I've collected most of it over this past year;
There's a lot of it due to fear.


A lot of things have happened along the way.
Things that I don't have the words to explain or say;
However, each and every one of them have made me pay.

Payment is not in cash, money order, or credit card
It requires something more intense and hard.
It's pieces of yourself that make you who you are.

I have to pay in nights of crying;
Heartache that makes me wish I was dying;
Thoughts of my mistakes racing through my mind;
Me realizing exactly what I left behind.
These payments are almost more than I can bare,
But then I think to myself, "Well isn't it fair?"

I hurt someone I love dearly, that I regret.
Therefore, I don't deserve a beautiful romantic sunset.
Maybe one day all of my payments won't have been in vain
That is the only thought that keeps me somewhat sane.

4/18/06 03:43 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELI!!!

4/16/06 11:19 am

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!

4/9/06 05:59 pm

You scored as Cyclops. Cyclops is the team leader of the X-Men, and a skilled one at that. He loves Jean Grey very much. He's a strict and sometimes uptight leader, but he believes in his cause and he knows what he's fighting for... Peace between Mutants and Humans. Powers: Optic blasts

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Cyclops

85%

Jean Grey

85%

Colossus

70%

Storm

65%

Gambit

60%

Wolverine

55%

Rogue

50%

Iceman

50%

Emma Frost

50%

Nightcrawler

50%

Beast

30%

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3/24/06 11:48 pm - Poetry

Timing of Speech

Sometimes its better not to speak.
Just allow situations to reach their peak.
Other times you need to speak out
And release your feelings from the inside out.

Situations like these can come and go.
Sometimes its with yourself, other times with a foe.

Either way you have to make a decision.
Do you speak out and risk wanting a ression?
Or do you sit there in complete silence
Only to become the product or people's reliance?
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